Monday, February 17, 2003

5:53 am and I haven't been to sleep yet. Still thinking about the exam. Seven days. Seven days and four hours. I'm not freaking out like I was last week, but it's on my mind all the time. I'm wondering if I've done enough, worried that I haven't, hopeful that I have. Very afraid to disappoint everyone. Afraid to go through the experience again without Paula. I just want to know. Want to know now. Not in May. Now. Can't sleep, won't sleep..